Nobody knows the deafening silence better than me, I had just left my 30's having been through a tumoltous relationship, breakup, health crisis, all within in months of each other. One only get more worse then the last. All I was seeking was solace in any place I could find. Never seeming to be consistant, is all I could find. Then it seemed like out of know I found it. It was my solace I had been looking for many years. It was when I decided enough was enough, no more challenge my strength my sanity. Knowing that each day passing. I was getting further from what I did not want in my space. Others challenge the strength of who I was becoming. Trying to through daggers, at an armor that could never penetrate. All it was them shoving themselves further in the darkness in which they came. Finding solace is hard to accomplish when being challenged. Others think they know who and where you came from. But they never truly witnessed the warrior that was emerging.